Barely able to keep the lids open
At times I might think I need the rest
but who would want to go back there?
It's already hard enough to say I need it.
bad memories a

jesus_drove_a_cadillac_aka_material_christ

Your so called meager life.
Is plagued with riches.
Born by the strong beliefs.
Of your many victims.
The task that they enthrusted.
Within your powers.


loved_ones_(excerpts_of_speeches...)


sounds_like_the_end_of_the_world

Sir you've opened your eyes too late in the day.
They wait for you in the room.
You know they are having conversations of punishment.
Last night you lost control.
Broke al

pieces_of_you_in_me

you never understand
When you always act the same
Oh beautiful your lips taste of red
copper always excited me
I need to hear your laugh
When I'm dying on the other

sticks_and_stones_never_made_sense

Thought that I would
shove everything aside
to shake your hand
barbed wire wouldn't come fast enough
why does your name leave a bad taste in my mouth
when it rolls o

loved_ones

Sit across from you, why are we even here?
There is no way to make up for the 20 years.
I love trying to make conversation
when I could careless of what you're doing,
what

left_with_nothing

If you found love
Why do i stand alone
So many feelings disregarded
As you walked away
Did you take a second glance or a small hesitation
Or was it just a lie


12/23/1993